I think i am feeling a tinge of regret not going back home during this extended break. The true reason I didnt want to go back home was the unlimited access to the computer =). With my brothers around, I am limited to only using the computer late at night as they will be hogging the computer for hours playing cs and chatting. But I miss playing tennis. I know I can play here, but I don't have the mood to actually go out and play tennis. I know my brothers back home are like playing tennis 4 times a week. Hey, I want that too! Another thing, I am so lonely here. I know my friends are all here, but most of them are grounded, and I really do miss my family and people back home. I don't think I am that close with the class. As in, I feel quite weird. Don't ask me why. I really feel that sense of loneliness today, miss not only my family, but also my MG friends. Don't know why. I think I really do miss the times we talk about crap. I can really talk about a lot of stuff to them, common interests you may say. From TV shows like Friends, Alias, CSI, Amazing Race, Survivor, Bachelor, Fear Factor, American Idol, Smallville to soccer, NBA, Formula 1, tennis, MU vs Liverpool rivalry to music-wise as well like Blue, Linkin Park, Avril Lavigne, etc. We just connect. I miss those old times. Really quite different with people in HC. I think we do not really have any common interests. If there are any, it is very few. And, truthfully, now, I feel strange talking to the senior class people. Don't know why, just that strange, weird feeling. Sigh... Another thing, by staying here and not going back, I think I'm really doing a lot of damage to my health. Sleeping at 3am is unheard of when my mother is around. Looking back, I would much rather have enough sleep than having more than enough time to go online and to put it, waste my time. But I guess, you can't turn back the time and gotta move on. My mother and brothers will be back on Saturday. It's only a mere 6 days away, so I try not to think about it too much. But then, something about sleeping time has reminded me of something, the soccer match between Real Madrid vs Man Utd. Now, should I watch that match? Temptation is there, hmm.. but I still haven't decided yet.