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Saturday, June 16, 2007

The past week has gone by really quickly and before I know it, I will be flying off to Hong Kong tomorrow to start my internship! I'm feeling much calmer now about the whole experience, after I've done my packing haha. I guess I should stop feeling scared and anxious because if I continue to feel that way, I don't think I will be able to enjoy the whole experience and learn as much. Besides, I really should have more confidence in myself!

The highlight of the week has been of course the birthday celebrations. Thank you all for the birthday wishes and messages. I really appreciate them and I do enjoy reading all those! Haha. Was also quite touched that a few people I didn't expect to remember my birthday actually wished me. In the end, I guess what matters most to me is that I celebrated my birthday with my family and close friends - people who mean a lot to me - and to spend time with them. It's a pity I didn't get to meet up with a few more friends I would have loved to meet. And not forgetting the presents too! Hahaha.

Sigh..experiencing pre-travel jitters again. Wish me luck and be back in a week's time!

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Monday, June 11, 2007

ANGEL IN DISGUISE (Corrinne May)

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
And I stumbled out of bed and
Dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
And a note that said "Somebody Loves You"

Oh..but out on the street it starts to pour
And before I get soaking wet
A total stranger runs to give me
The jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
And I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
And we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

Oh..but out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Traveling to places
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
And we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning feeling kind of new

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Nadal won the French Open again for the third consecutive year! And he has also won all of his matches at Roland Garros. Wow! I was pretty neutral for this match actually, though perhaps leaning a little towards Nadal. I didn't get to watch the match, unfortunately. Hopefully, they will meet again at Wimbledon final, and I will get the chance to watch it.

I'm feeling much much better, and I actually played tennis again today, though I didn't really run that much. Hopefully I can recover fully soon!

My last week of non-work holidays. So fast so fast! Going to make the most of it. I'm still stuck with a lot of reading to do, but I'm too lazy to get down to it and I'm just slacking around. Oh well. I suppose, like a friend told me, I shouldn't feel guilty about enjoying myself during the holidays!

Donut craze has hit Jakarta too! (Though I suppose it's not a fad like it is in Singapore). There are 3 main donut chains here - Dunkin Donuts, J Co and Krispy Kremes. Krispy Kremes was just recently opened, so they are currrently having a promotion. Buy 1 dozen and you will get 2 more dozens free. Haha. Anybody wants Krispy Kremes donuts?

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Friday, June 08, 2007

I'm feeling much better now after last night, but I'm still feeling a little bit sick today and I suppose today will be spent mostly at home, a nice change from the past 2 days which were rather tiring. The stomachache (due to both gastric and diarrhea) hasn't gone away completely, but it's much better. I suppose the long sleep I had (went to bed at 9.30pm!!) also did wonders for me. At least I'm not feeling as nauseous anymore and I'm beginning to eat again, even though I still don't have much appetite. Maybe I should have just taken a break yesterday instead of playing tennis - my third time playing this week - and it really went downhill from there. I actually felt very faint and gave up running to return shots that were too far, and I completely lost power when hitting. Oh well..it's all on hindsight I guess. I just hope that I can get better soon.

Still, this is not how I had imagined my time here would turn out like. It seems that I can't go out as much as I would have liked now and eat all the food I've been craving, which is a pity because I don't think I'll be back again during the summer break. To top it off, I haven't had the chance to meet with my primary school friends because most of them are busy with homeworks and having exams and they're only done with school next Friday, but I would have gone back to Singapore by then already. On one hand, I do want to meet up with them, but I also feel bad asking them to meet me, knowing that they are very very busy, since this is the week before finals. Ah well.

Well, I suppose all isn't that bad. My youngest brother came back from Singapore yesterday, and at least I'm not that lonely now. Haha. My mum told me not to go out too much with him though, because he has to study for common tests after the June holidays. Still, I'm glad for the company. Hopefully, we can watch Ocean's Thirteen together here because I don't think I would have much time to watch when I go back to Singapore, and I definitely want to watch it before I start work.

And yes, my dream final has been realized! It's going to be a Federer vs Nadal showdown again, and I'm really looking forward to it. In fact, both the men's and women's singles finals look exciting. I just hope that a local channel will broadcast the matches so that my dad and I can watch some tennis this weekend (I've been deprived of watching French Open ever since I'm back here!! Haha).

I've left the TV switched on in the background ever since this morning, and it's tuned to CNN. And believe it or not, the channel spent 2 hours on Paris Hilton's return to jail, from discussions of whether she should really go back to jail again to analysis of her mental health. I'm just incredulous at all this. I mean, being a renowed news channel, shouldn't they have spent the time on more significant news instead of on Paris Hilton and her jail scandal, which I can't really be bothered about? Or at least spend less time on it, instead of 2 hours. I was quite sick of it all by the half-hour mark actually.

Oh well. I guess I'm just feeling sore about being sick. But I suppose time spent resting at home isn't all that bad. I get to catch up with my reading (I hope to finish My Life As A Quant), and I've much more reading material now from the bank, among them, 5 research papers totalling 197 pagess!! I don't think they actually expect us to finish reading everything, but I intend to get some done. And hopefully, it will be a much better weekend.

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Only about 1.5 weeks of holidays left before I start my internship. Ugh..so little time left! And it seems to me that people around me are more excited about my internship than I am about it. Haha. Well, it's not that I'm not excited. I am - very actually - but then there are also these other fears and doubts I have, which are making me dread the start of internship. Oh well. I guess the most important thing is to just enjoy my time there and make the most out of the learning experience.

Back in Jakarta for about a week more! Reached here on Tuesday and it was raining then, and the flight was very very bumpy (I was actually quite scared). I haven't been doing much the past two days, but I've managed to catch up a bit of my reading, which is good. I'm picking up My Life As A Quant again after I had given up reading it last year, and I'm actually enjoying reading it a lot more now. It's largely because the first part of the book that I had read last year is mostly on the author's earlier experiences when he was still a Physics professor and researcher (which I'm not really interested in), but the second part is about his experience in Wall Street, working for Goldman Sachs (which is obviously much more interesting). It is really eye-opening to read his account and find out a lot more about the field of quantitative finance, which is actually a lot different from banking and trading, because quants deal with a lot more of mathematics and programming in developing models for traders to use. The author went through about an interest rate model he had developed and it was quite tedious to follow the theory in the book, because there are so many terms I haven't come across before and I've forgotten quite a bit of what I have learned, but it is also interesting to read about the thinking process that went behind the model. And looking back, I'm rather glad that I will be doing something in investment banking instead of quantitative analysis or financial modeling because I don't think I will be able to handle the coding and programming part of the field (actually, computational finance majors should ideally be working in quantitative finance haha). On hindsight, I guess it's also better to read the second half of the book now than last year because I don't think I would have quite appreciated the book had I read it last year, given my lack of math finance knowledge then compared to now.

Sharapova was thrashed in the semifinal. Haha. Ah well. But I must say that even though I don't really like the colour of her dress, the dress looks really cute on her. Haha. I'm also hoping that a Nadal-Federer showdown will materialize.

Argh..getting hungry again!! I guess I should sleep before I start snacking. Haha.

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