"Tuna - is it chicken or fish?" Jessica Simpson
"Sometimes in football, you have to score goals" Thierry Henry
Disappointment sets in when one does not achieve what one sets out to do. Well, the same can be said of me. I tried hard not to be disappointed, but I guess it failed, knowing that I could have done so much better. I suppose the results I got just tell me that I have to work harder.
My day became worse when MU lost to Fulham 1-3, and to think that MU lost at Old Trafford, at home, where Old Trafford has become a fortress and MU hasn't conceded a single goal yet. But all that changed yesterday. MU let in 3 in a day and their record of not having lost at home for 11 months was shattered.
I suppose some things just don't turn out the way that you want them to.
I'm almost becoming like a pig, been sleeping really a lot today. After sleeping for 11 hours, I went to sleep after breakfast for 2 hours, then slept again for 2 hours after lunch. In short, I did nothing today except sleep. Don't tell me it's because I cannot find anything meaningful to do to pass the time that I have to resort to sleeping. Or maybe it's just that I haven't fully recovered yet.
Anyway, getting back Math and Physics papers tomorrow. I still don't understand why they have to make us come back to school on a Saturday. Sigh. I just hope I'll not be disappointed with myself.
I can't believe it! Right after exams and yet I'm once again, down with fever and sore throat. And now I've to stay at home and recover. Sigh. Got to go back early too from Eugene's house. I guess the irregular sleeping times, exam stress and post-exam celebrations have finally taken a toll on me. And I guess plans to go for the econs s paper thing tmr have got to be scrapped. After all, health is far more important than s papers. On the plus side though, at least now I can finally watch all the shows I taped and finish reading the books I borrowed the other day. Feel so guilty about falling sick again. My mum has to postpone her going back, and my father hasn't fully recovered yet back home. Sigh. Why must I always fall sick?
Came back to school today to play netball. Very fun, but felt very tired after that. Sigh..my stamina is really bad. I haven't been exercising at all ever since promos was looming, shall start now.
Omigosh! Exams are finally over! Yeah! Haha..finally can sort of celebrate. As they say, enjoy the moment, think about other stuff later. Wah..I've been TV and Internet-deprived for so long. OK..maybe it was only since last last weekend when we had the study break..but still that's quite long for me. I've had no reprieve from studying during the day since the last day of sch before promos, except for watching glimpses of the MU vs Birmingham highlights and the Turkey vs England match. My poor brain..it's like totally saturated i think. I'm quite at a loss of words now..don't know why.
Went out with the class just now for KTV-ing. Quite fun..and my voice is a bit hoarse now..but i think the songs were nice. Then walked around at Heeren then to library. I still cannot find Princess Diaries vol 4..i want to finish reading the series. And I tried finding david beckham's autobiography..but obviously it was on loan. Sigh. Speaking of Beckham, watched the greatest goals of the decade on channel i today..and finally saw his goal from the halfway line..i must say it's quite stunning..the ball kind of went v high up and confused the goalkeeper. Haha.
Clay's CD is out today, but unfortunately i cant buy it. My mum sort of told me to save money..sigh..and since now I cant burn cds, i guess gotta wait for a while and hope that the price will go down or whatever. Oh dear..why did that somehow remind me of Econs?
Speaking of Promos..I guess it was ok lah..the feeling was better than block test..so hopefully i can do ok. I must say I was real lucky..thank God. Seriously though, I really don't care about Promos at all. How I wish these 5 days will never end. But somehow, the good times always pass by very quickly, and yet we have to endure stressful times. Sigh.
Anyway, my brothers are still having their exams, until Thursday. I must make full use of the computer while I can before they start monopolising it and I won't be able to use it. Haha..keep making fun of them cos I end early..but cannot be so naughty lah. Hopefully they'll do OK too.
Wah..still feeling deliriously happy. Haha. Have lots of stuff to watch, shows that I've taped. I wanna watch Seabiscuit too. So many things to do! Hope this feeling can last.
I think the songs on the radio these days are getting nicer. Justin Timberlake has somehow managed to come out with some very good songs. But my two favourites are Guilty (by Blue) and Perfect (by Simple Plan). Can't wait for Blue's new CD.
Anyway, promos are like around the corner. One more week! And another week of suffering. After that, I'll be free! Really looking forward to post-Promos. I must tell myself to hang on till then..
(by Blue)
VS 1 - (DUNCAN)
I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe
CH - (LEE)
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime - ALL
Then I'm guilty
VS2 - (SIMON)
I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy
I never wanted to live a lie
CH - (LEE)
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime - ALL
Then I'm guilty
BR - (ANTONY)
Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say
CH - (LEE)
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime - ALL
Then I'm guilty
OUTRO
What am I supposed to do (Duncan)
Then I'm guilty (Lee)
All I wanna do is speak my mind (All)
Gulity (Lee)
Then I'm guilty (Lee)
I'm prepared to testify (Duncan)
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside (Lee)
If loving you with all my hearts a crime (All)
I'm Guilty (Duncan)
(by Simple Plan)
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand