Came back rather early today after leaving the talk on US and UK universities application halfway (it was really boring... left halfway when they were talking about applying to UK universities cos after all I have no intention of going there). And of course I went online again. Haha..that's always the case nowadays. Watch tv or go online after I come home. I know I'm wasting time but I can't help it. Really need to discipline myself.
Anyway I was just looking at some past emails that I've kept in my inbox for so long. I realised I haven't replied to this email by a friend back home, which he sent like on Valentine's Day. So I wrote a reply, but I couldn't send it. It kept bouncing back. Feel really guilty.. should've replied earlier. Now, maybe I've lost contact with him already cos even though he's on my msn list I've never seen him online before. Sigh... I'm really a bad friend. Then there were also emails from one of my best friends, sent last year while I was kind of stressed and going through a difficult patch and in a state of indecision. I just want to thank her for her encouraging words and advice. (Hope you know who you are: Reading your emails again made me realise how lucky I am to have been blessed with a friend like you). Then I decided to read some of my past entries last year. I realise then I was quite suicidal. Gosh... can't believe that I even thought of committing suicide. I must have been really stressed. Fortunately this year isn't so bad. I've been stressed more often than not but I've handled it better. Thank god for that.
I just remember that last Sunday was MG's Founder's Day. I overheard some MG girls talking about Founder's Day Dinner on the bus-ride home a week ago. They were discussing what they were going to wear. Brought back memories of 2 years ago when we were all frantically shopping for our gowns and stuff. We had waited for the occasion for so long but the night flew by very quickly. And I also realise that it's been a year since I officially graduated from the school. Last year, we were all busy borrowing blazers to wear back to MG. Time really flew by quickly and what saddens me is the fact that I've not seen some of my MG friends ever since. Talk about losing contact again. Oh well. I guess it's enough reminiscing about the past and it's time to get back to reality i.e. I must finish my Stats 6 tutorial so that I can watch Amazing Race tonight. Argh...more work!