Anyway, I am so relieved that the prayer retreat went smoothly. I was supposed to help set up a station, but I had conveniently forgotten about it, hoping that the others would do the work. Turned out that no one did any work, so it was a last-minute rush to plan and complete everything. Since we didn't have much time left, we couldn't do much. Luckily, we managed to come up with a set-up and I think our station looked all right, even though there were only posters, verses and questions.
Then, I had to play the keyboard for worship this morning. I haven't played the piano for quite some time, and I didn't know how to play the chords. Thank goodness Zaneta was able to teach and help me with the chords. But I was still quite confused. There were just so many chords. Today, I messed up quite a bit. It was a bit hard for me to play during the faster songs, but I think I did okay for them. The slow songs were the ones that tripped me up, even though I had practised playing for them more than I did for the faster songs. I think I was just very nervous. And when I started making mistakes, I got all panicky and started making even more mistakes. When Daniel started singing at the wrong key for one of the songs, I completely didn't know what to do. Think I almost stopped playing for the whole song haha. But today is my first time and I had already expected to make mistakes. I guess I'll learn to play better with more practice.
One of the things I regretted not doing was to slow down and quieten myself. I just had so many things to do and so many things on my mind that I forgot to sit down and reflect. And yes, I barely did any quiet time this week. Think I only did for 2 days. That's very bad. It's not because of indiscipline or anything; I think I was just too tired from having slept so little. I usually do my quiet time before I sleep, but because I was so sleepy, I fell asleep reading the Bible. Other days, I'd just fall asleep doing other stuff. I've been sleeping at irregular times. It happened almost everyday this week. I think if I continue living like this, it's going to kill me slowly.
Channel 5 ISN'T going to show the MU-Milan match! They're showing Barcelona-Chelsea instead. It sucks! Okay I know Barca-Chelsea is going to be quite a good match, but I still want my MU's match! Argh! I was so looking forward to watching it. Showing the second leg only is going to be useless. Because I won't be able to watch it. My mum will be here. She will definitely not allow me to wake up in the morning to watch a match. Maybe I'm just not meant to watch the match. Sigh. Oh ya, MU beat Everton 2-0. Hooray!
I just remembered that I haven't written in my diary for like ages. I just had no time, or rather I fell asleep (usually write before I go to sleep). I shall attempt to write an entry tonight. Anyway, after so much rambling here, I shall take a nap. I need to sleep!