Saturday, March 05, 2005
This week has been such an emotional roller-coaster for me. Ever since it was announced that results would be out on Friday, I've been a nerve wreck. The waiting, and the anticipation, really drove me nuts. I tried not to worry about it too much, but I guess I just didn't have enough faith in God, nor in myself. The moment I got my results though, the anxiety and fear turned to joy and relief. The moment that I had been worrying for so long about, came and went by just like that. I feel very thankful with my results. It was definitely by God's grace that I got what I got. And for once, my dream actually came true :)
Went with Ailian today to watch Closer (and yes, I had to show my IC). Until now, I still don't really understand the movie. I think it's too mature for me haha. But being a romantic, I guess the movie's cynical view of love was difficult to take.
Thoughts of the future kept playing in my mind over the past week. Not only about my own, but also my family's. Everything seems so less certain now.
posted by vivien at 8:04 AM