After that, went to Downtown East with Zaneta, Anna and Melissa (Zaneta's cousin) to watch the Planet Shakers' (an Australian Christian band) concert. I felt bad for being late cos by the time we reached there, the queue was like super super long. I didn't expect so many people to be there, but if I didn't hear wrongly, I think there were about 3000 people there. Thank goodness we didn't have to wait long and the queue moved quite quickly. Oh while we were queuing, we saw David Yeo, the Singapore Idol finalist. I think he was going for the concert too. Anyway, the concert was really loud. The band was so energetic; the drummer played so loudly and the guitarists were all like jumping around. But the concert was good and I am really glad I went. During the concert, all of us sat down to hear a message. I think the message was good too. The speaker could like analyze the bible verses and talk about how they apply to our lives. And I think after what I've been feeling this past week, the message was what I needed to hear. After the concert, we went out to see the merchandise. I bought a Planet Shakers CD, quite cheap only $15. They had an autograph-signing session too, which I thought was inappropriate. I mean, it's like so popstar-ish.
This past week has definitely been rough for me. I am constantly feeling anxious and worried, but frankly, I don't even know what I'm worrying about. I just feel burdened, and heavy. Maybe I'm stressed. I'm really slacking in my Chinese class and we're having exams in two weeks. I'm gonna have to be mugging soon..gosh, sounds like the A levels again haha. I'm not really worried about the exams, but what I'm worried about is that deadline for NUS application is in the same week as the exams. I haven't finished my Chinese homework, let alone do the application. The short questions... luckily, I did one of them before for my Berkeley application. I'm not going to do all definitely. Then still have the USP application. And the essay question. Which I haven't thought about. Ah.. I wish Berkeley would let us know their decision earlier. 31 March, in Singapore time, it'll be 1 April. If I get admitted, I won't apply to NUS. But since they'll only tell us on the evening of 31 March (US time), I still have to apply. Sigh.
The lack of sleep is killing me. I feel guilty about it. I couldn't wake up in time on Thursday morning to see my grandparents off cos they were going back. And I promised my mum I would. Even now, I still feel guilty about it. And my grandparents told my maid not to wake me up cos they knew I slept really late. Which makes me feel even worse. The lack of sleep also means I couldn't do my quiet time properly. Was like rushing through it. Definitely not good. Sigh, I feel like I'm drifting away from God.
Oh well, I have to try not to worry too much. Like I mentioned, I don't even know what I'm worrying about. Makes me feel weary all the time. Thankfully, I feel better today. Sigh, have been typing incoherently, just typing what comes to my mind. Shall go to sleep now. I have church later.