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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

I'm finally back in Singapore, and finally took a good look at my room. And it felt really strange. It felt like it wasn't my room anymore. Somehow, when I walked in, I felt the room was really empty. And true enough, a few things have been removed from my room, like the radio and the desk lamp, which are both now in my brother's room. And I think my mum must have tidied my room a bit cos some things weren't where they used to be and there were also other stuff that weren't supposed to be there. My cupboard too. I got quite confused sorting out the stuff in my cupboard haha. I had to get used to my room again and yet it's not gonna be long before I leave my room again (this time, maybe permanently, cos I think my bro is gonna move into my room). So sad :(

I happened to look through the photo albums in my room. Didn't bring those over cos I had all the photos in my comp. Photos of my JC days and memories came rushing back. Looking at the photos, I could still remember those days vividly and yet I was reminded at the same time that those days were long gone..they were like almost two years ago. Which again reminds me how time really flies. I guess the older you are, the faster time flies. I guess you're caught up with more stuff that you have less time to do stuff that you really enjoy, and to really sit back and enjoy life. Again, that's really sad. The sadder thing is that when you're having a good time, time seems to pass by even faster, and when you're not having such a good time, time can seem to crawl at a snail's pace. Oh well..I just want to enjoy and make the most out of the good times I have in my life, and really cherish those moments, so that I can remember them later on, when I'm going through difficult periods, to encourage me and enable me to get through the hard times. (Sigh..am I even making sense??)

Anyway, there are so many things to do and yet so little time! Seems like that's always the case isn't it? (And when you have nothing to do, there seems to be so much time haha). I just created my "things to do in singapore" list just now and the list just keeps on growing haha. Hmm.. I must plan my time properly to make the most out of my time here.

And yes, I gotta admit I'm jealous that you guys are right now, on the way to watch Memoirs at the cinema there. I haven't watched a movie at a cinema ever since I left and that's quite pathetic huh. Memoirs is not open here yet and I think it may well be over by the time I go back there. Argh!!

This sounds like a sad entry and I don't want to make myself feel worse. So I shall end here and sleep. Oh just realized I do need to sleep, considering I woke up to watch the match this morning (a waste of time really). So yes, shall sleep now. And I promise to cheer up :)

posted by vivien at 11:48 AM




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