Saturday, April 15, 2006
I just had a very very bad day. Period. It's supposed to be Good Friday, but it didn't feel like one at all. No public holiday. Instead, I had to sit for a DE midterm, which I barely prepared for, but still, I didn't expect to screw up as badly as I did. And I really mean screwed up. Like 2 20-mark questions gone. I hope it won't turn out as bad. Sigh, can't believe I'm saying this about a math course! Not only that, I still had to rush my programming homework, which was due tonight. I managed to finish most of the stuff, and I gave up doing a small part because I really couldn't take it anymore. I was literally braindead. And I just gave up. I don't know why, but whenever it comes to programming, I just freak out and think that I can never do it. I always question my ability even though I'm sure if I really sit down and do it properly, I'd be able to do it. And I've resigned myself to getting a B even though A is still reachable. It's like I can't motivate myself to work hard. I just feel like taking the easy way and give up. And it's not only DE. Other courses too. Like matrix and DE homework, I'd sometimes hand in an uncompleted homework. Argh. I seriously think I need a long long long break. (And MU drew too. And with that, they probably blew their chance of catching up with Chelsea. Which just made my day even worse).
The past three days have been really hectic and right now, I'm just very very exhausted. Wednesday, had my comp finance interview. After that, had prefab and exco meeting, and my day ended at 11.30pm. Still had to do work after that and ended up sleeping at 6am. Thursday, had to study for DE midterm and do programming homework. Still had prefab, DE review and booth meeting. Today was move-on day for booth, so had to help out again for booth. Booth is really taking up a lot of my time and it's just very very draining. The only thing that is keeping me going is that I'll only have to do booth for one more week only (cos Spring Carnival is next week), so I might as well just put in my best (since we also agreed to continue anyway).
Some good stuff this week though. I got into comp finance (major yay!!!). That means that I won't have to think of alternative majors and stuff and I'm pretty much settled on my courses also. Weather has been pretty fantastic too. Warm all week (though it rains quite a bit here), pretty much t-shirt weather! Yay! And I think I'm recovering already. Hmm. Means I can play tennis already. Woo hoo!
Better sleep now. I'm having a bit of headache cos I'm just so exhausted. 8am for booth tomorrow! I'm just wondering how I will survive the weekend, with so much time taken up by booth, and truckloads of work yet to be done.
posted by vivien at 2:32 AM
