The past few days after exams have been quite an emotional rollercoaster for me. Happy, sad, angry, tired, irritated, frustrated, homesick, longing (for I'm not quite sure what..), nostalgic, etc etc. The last three days have been a blast, albeit very very tiring.
The last night in New House was spent over at the guys' place, playing bridge, bang, drinking and just talking rubbish haha. I guess I'm still not quite used to the things that guys can do when they get high/drunk, and all their dirty halk haha. But it was fun. And as I walking back to my dorm room that night, I realized that that would be the last night that I'd actually be coming home to new house (I know, I'm a very nostalgic person..). I haven't even gone to mudge in a long while, and I won't be able to go there for some time at least.
The whole of Wednesday was basically spent on packing and moving house. It's such a chore I tell you..both packing and unpacking are just very irritating. As always is the case with packing, you don't really know that you actually own that much stuff until you actually start packing and find that you have this and that that you didn't know you have. That was the case for me too. Had to give Champions League final a miss just to finish packing. What a pity cos the match was really good, and Barcelona deservedly won. But I eventually finished packing and moved over. A big thank you to the three guys who helped us move. Don't know how we could have done it without your help, so thank you so much, xh jq mw!
Went to Ikea and Target on Thursday for furniture shopping and just buying random stuff for our new place. I spent so much..can't believe it myself haha. But I had a lot of fun just being in the company of the 4 of them, who complement one another so well and talk so much rubbish haha. And then we watched Match Point at night. I thought the show was very similar to Wimbledon, partly because of the title and from what I thought I heard the show was about, but I couldn't have been more wrong. It was actually about a love affair, nothing like a romantic comedy, and I must say I'm still quite disturbed by how the story went and movie ended. Oh well. And then saw the opening sequence of the latest season of The Apprentice. Donald Trump's car is just..oh my gosh!
And yesterday, we went to Grove City for shopping :) Didn't buy as much as I thought I would though. But retail therapy always worked, to get my mind off things, at least for a while. And the singing on the way back was just hilarious. I couldn't stop laughing whenever I heard the two guys in the front singing haha. Went back to New House after dinner to clear the rest of our stuff. I was just plain exhausted after that, after walking for the entire day, plus not having been able to sleep really well ever since we moved. Had an interesting talk abt philo with xh after that. I'm just wondering how I'm gonna survive doing philo over summer, seeing that I'm not the sort who's interested in thinking/reflecting about life and in questioning and discussing issues. I know very well that I'm not a philo person (though I guess that can change); wanted to take philo just to see what it would be like.
Waiting for the grades for my last 2 courses (math finance and psych freshie sem) to come out is just killing me. I just want to know that I get As for those 2 courses so that I can get above 3.8 for my GPA. Oh well..
I remember reading from the Bible once that the most harmful part of your body (the one that can cause most hurt, or something to that extent) is your tongue. How true that is. I just want to say sorry to all those whom I've offended the past few days. I know that I'm often not very tactful with the things I say and that the words I speak can be very hurtful. And I just can't believe my knack of saying the wrong things (at the wrong time perhaps..). I thought I was already bad enough with "big red apple" on thurs, but yesterday's (mis)slip of tongue definitely took the cake. "Pass me the c***". I think the rest were just stunned; even I can't believe I said that haha. Especially coming from me haha.
I'm determined to play Moonlight Sonata on the keyboard/piano. But right now, think I should start packing again. Our house is really a complete mess of random stuff thrown all over. Won't really have time to pack once summer school starts. The thought of going to school after such a short break is just disheartening. I want a longer break!