I'm suddenly feeling scared about going home. Having cold feet and all. I have no idea why. Perhaps the whole idea of going home is just overwhelming. I'm actually really scared and apprehensive about staying alone for one night in DC. Argh..I should have never agreed to it in the first place! I know I should be fine, but the thought of it just scares me.
It has been a bad morning today and I'm just feeling really down and all. That feeling of wanting to run away and escape from everything is back again. I should really stop thinking too much and worrying about stuff. And tell myself to just stay calm and be strong.