Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Another stressful week for me, and I'm really feeling the pressure right now. 3 homework due on Friday and food fest stuff to handle as well. I'm really feeling increasingly overwhelmed taking 6 courses. And I actually feel a bit lost by all the stuff that I learn in classes, simply because I'm learning things from 6 different classes! (though some of them are related in some ways). It's like I'm rushing to clear all the homework and not really going in as much depth as I would like in understanding the concepts I learn, because I have work to do for all 6 classes. Sigh..I really feel very tempted to drop a class now, seeing that a few have gone ahead and done so. But I don't really feel comfortable dropping a class. Besides, if I want to finish in 3 years, I have to do this. Which makes me question whether it is wise to rush everything and finish in 3. Sigh. Shall see how it goes.
I think I'm just getting quite stressed out by all the stuff that is going on. Perhaps I should just learn to let go a little and not attempt to do everything. I feel like I'm just existing, going through everything that comes my way, but not really living life the way I want to.
Argh! What is wrong with me? I cannot let myself get overwhelmed and stressed out like this. Please give me the strength to go through this.
posted by vivien at 5:42 PM
