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Friday, September 29, 2006

I just feel like giving up right now. It's as if I have lost the fire in myself to fight it through, and I just feel like taking the easy way out. Arghh...why why why. If only if only if only..... and the list is very long. If you know what I mean. But I guess there is no use complaining and complaining and complaining. It will just make things worse. But I sure can't help it.

Food fest today and I sure hope things will go very smoothly. Enough things have happened these past few days to piss me off (and knowing myself, I think it's very rare that I get really really pissed off). I feel some people have let me down and they are not even willing to apologize or admit to their mistakes, instead preferring to just pretend that they have done nothing wrong and shifted the responsibility/blame to me. Can you just for once be responsible for what you have done instead of having others clean up the mess you have created? Bah.

Okay I know I'm in such a foul mood right now. I hope this is only a temporary phase. Because if this continues to go on, I really don't know how much longer I can stand all this. THIS SUCKS.

God, please help me.

posted by vivien at 8:37 AM




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