I am feeling very sian right now and I have no idea why. I'm not sure whether sian is the right word to describe it. But it's the feeling that everything sucks and everything is going against me kind of feeling. It is so easy to be sucked into this whole "why is everything going so badly" thing and it just makes me feel worse. The more I think about things, the more I become miserable. I can't take this anymore and it's so hard to just control my emotions. And I realize I have become depressed rather easily lately. What is wrong with me? Please think positive think positive.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.