Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I have finally settled my tickets to go back, which is a huge thing off my back, but I'm still feeling unsettled over it. Will be going back on 24 dec instead, which means that (due to time differences), I will be more or less spending Christmas in the air. And that's something that I'm still trying to deal with because I really want to spend Christmas back home and I will also miss Christmas church service. But I guess, as they say, what matters more is the heart. Ah well. So now, it looks like I'll definitely be in NY on 20th and 21st (or even longer), but sigh, I don't like the idea of being there by myself.
It seems that my mum wants me to go to NY for interviews more than I want to, and it makes me feel a little guilty, if not ashamed of myself. She doesn't care whether I have to pay more to change my flight or whether I have to go back much later, while all this while, I was just so tempted to just take the easy way out and not go.
It hasn't been a smooth week so far, with a horrible midterm yesterday, plenty of work to do, such as programming in math finance which is really really bugging me, accounting midterm on friday and i've no idea what's going on in accounting class. Arghhh...I can go on and on complaining. But I'm trying to think positive.
I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.
posted by vivien at 9:01 PM