The weekend could not have come at a more appropriate time for me, for it offers a respite, albeit a brief one, from what I have been going through. The first week was very stressful for me, and I am constantly reminded of the fact that it is only the first week and there will be more to come. I know there are things which are somehow troubling me, but I can't pinpoint exactly what, or maybe it is just a combination of things and circumstances. Which probably explains the fact that I have not been sleeping well lately, sleeping a mere 4 hours a day because I have been waking up at 5+ in the morning (and I don't think it is jet-lag). And I feel like I have just pulled off all-nighters the past few days just because I could not sleep. Oh well.
I am so glad accounting final is finally over! It was a really huge relief for me and I don't really want to think about how I did. And I have finally made up my mind to take personality instead of cog psych, despite the worse schedule it gives me. (I hope I don't change my mind again). I hate the fact that I am so indecisive and easily swayed.
Internship search is driving me up the wall once again, and I am really worried that I won't be able to get a good internship in summer. I really don't know what I'm going to do if I can't get an internship..I would really feel very lost. I will be having two more interviews this week, so I am crossing my fingers that they will go well. I just hope I am faithful enough to trust that He will provide.
It has been really cold the past week and it has actually started snowing! Even though I have been waiting in anticipation for snow, once it actually started to snow, I did not feel any excitement at all. I can't even be bothered to go out, even if for a few minutes only, to take pictures, just because "I feel lazy".
So many things to do over the weekend, but I have not actually gotten down to doing them yet. I don't really have the mood to start clearing any work I have. I am starting to miss home already (believe it or not); I miss just sitting down, talking and spending time with my mum, my brothers and my friends back in Jakarta/Singapore. Ahhh..here I go again, being homesick. Should really stop this.
MU just lost to Arsenal 1-2, letting in 2 goals in the last 10 minutes!! Oh well..surprisingly, I am not very upset over it just because I was half-expecting it. I received a very *kind* reminder from my brother after that loss. Haha.
I have been listening to lots of Casting Crowns, Chris Tomlin, Corrinne May and country music lately. Guess they pretty much suit me right now, given my mood. Oh well. Should really start doing work already.