It has been quite a week and there are just so many things going on, which have left me feeling very overwhelmed and rather drained, mentally more than physically I guess, since I'm at least still sleeping enough. Another botched-up interview (though I don't think I did that badly), another chance slipped by, and it left me feeling very crushed. What am I going to do in summer if I don't get any internship? This is just so tough.
Schoolwork is getting pretty crazy too. Second week in a row that I started doing a homework the day it was due (and it's not fun at all). Like the previous week, I was feeling totally calm about it and not feeling any sense of urgency at all. I definitely need to change this. Don't really want to spend my Thursday nights getting crazy multitasking and rushing to finish all the work. I guess I need to try another approach to doing things and see if it works out.
Sometimes, knowing too much may not be a good thing at all. And I guess ignorance is bliss. I feel that there are certain things that I am choosing to ignore and not think about, and I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing.
Cell group this week was rather insightful, but it left me with a question. How much am I willing to let go of the things in my life that I hold on to so dearly now?