This week seems to be much more happening for me in terms of internship search. Found openings at a few companies and it seems that these are the stuff that I really wanna do. But I don't know. A part of me still wants to be back over the summer break, more than ever now for some strange reason. Oh well. I guess let's just see how all this goes. Had a rather long chat with my advisor yesterday too and it feels good to have cleared up a few stuff.
Had Monday blues and I think I am having Wednesday blues too (if such a term exists). Seems that I always feel especially exhausted on Wednesdays because Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays are really long for me, and also because I start to feel the sense of urgency to complete all my homeworks that is due Friday. But well, today, I just feel more overwhelmed than usual. Had a terribly long day in school (from 9.30am-5.30pm) and I realized I was practically indoors all the time, and I guess I have been pretty stressed out by my finance homework and my OR take-home midterm, both of which are due on Friday.
Well, I suppose complaining and fretting about both my assignments are not going to be of any use and will just make me feel worse. I just have to stop being lazy and actually start doing a little bit of the work, then maybe it won't seem so bad.
And you know, isn't that what life is pretty much all about? You can't just expect to achieve something rightaway without actually starting to do something about it. It is like how at the beginning of a project, it is unrealistic for you to know for sure what you are going to do right from the start and to expect that everything will turn out according to your plan. The truth is you are bound to be uncertain over how the it will develop over time and you will not know how it will turn out unless you actually start it bit by bit and iron things out along the way.
Similarly, we cannot expect to be close friends with other people overnight. You have to get to know a person first (and maybe even pluck up the courage to talk to him/her?) and gradually, a friendship begins to develop as you get to know the person better and the bond that you have with the person grows stronger over time.
But like doing homework, I guess to get started doing it is the hardest. Which is why I think I should stop blogging now and start on my work!