All this talk about relationships is making my head spin. I'm just going to stick to my own perspective. And I still think that matters of the heart are the most complicated. Oh well.
Last week of school before midsem cum spring break. No motivation at all to do work! Ever since Friday. Sigh. It's not as if I don't have stuff to do. I still have psych test on Wednesday, but no motivation at all! Someone please help to get me motivated haha. That being said, I'm looking forward to the break, and Boston!
Hearing my friends talk about having booked their tickets to go back during summer makes me wish that I can be back for summer too. I don't really want to be alone here during summer =( Oh well..nothing confirmed yet as of now. Guess I just have to see what happens with the 2 interviews tomorrow.
Everytime I think of home and family, tears well up in my eyes and I just feel like crying. I miss you guys so much! I know, I've been back every single break, and yet I'm still feeling homesick? I guess this is the part that I find hardest to get used to ever since I came here. Being away from home. I thought I would have no problem living away from home because I've done that before, but I was so wrong. And no matter how much I try to adapt to life here and treat this place like "home", it will never feel like home because, simply put, I still feel homesick.
I guess life has its own twists and turns and is full of little ironies. And I think I should have more confidence in myself.
"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)