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Monday, April 21, 2008

Like the sun that rises everyday,
You are so faithful. Lord, You are faithful.
Like the rain that You send,
And every breath that I breathe,
You are so faithful, Lord

Like the rose that comes alive every spring,
You are so faithful. Lord, You are faithful.
Like the life that You give,
to every beat of my heart,
You are so faithful, Lord.

I see the cross and the price You had to pay,
I see the blood that washed my sins away.

In the midst of the storm
through the wind and the waves,
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful,
When the stars refuse to shine and time is no more,
You'll still be faithful,
You'll still be faithful, Lord.

Sang this song in church yesterday. I guess the song came at an appropriate time considering how much stress I have put on myself. Serves as a reminder and an encouragement that the Lord is always faithful to me and that I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.

Spring Carnival came and went, and now we are left with the last two weeks of classes, which are going to be my busiest ever for the entire semester. In a way, a part of me wants these two weeks to be over quickly, yet another part of me doesn't really want school and classes to be over just yet.

I should really stop complaining about how many things I have to do. Just thinking and complaining about them isn't going to change things. I should just get down to doing them one by one, starting with studying for corporate finance midterm tomorrow.

I think achieving a balance in life is one of the most difficult things. And I'm not just talking about learning to manage your time so that you can have time to do things that matter to you. How do you deal with wanting to be nice and helpful, and not being a pushover at the same time? How do you go about saying and doing what you really want to without hurting others around you? How do you know when you should speak out and when you should just hold your tongue? Sometimes I feel trapped really wanting to do something but knowing that it would hurt someone close to me, and my selfish perspective would often times take over, sadly. There is a very thin line between all these things. I guess learning how to tread this line takes experience and you learn from what you have been through. I just wish that there are some clear cut answers out there so that I would know what to do for sure. Oh well.

posted by vivien at 10:39 AM




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